I realli woke up at 9.30 AM for mac breakfast wif ccx ben n claire. Just e previous nite i was bothered bout something. And tis morning I saw him again. We were inside mac laughing n joking when i saw tis familar figure walking past. XIAO BEE!!* OMG. i was lyk hiding under e table. We stared at each other but he just walk away. After a while he came back and sit ouside of Mac. I went over n we smk tgt. I share wif bee coz I stopped buying ciggs already. After tat I saw him again at K pool. Wanna ask him how's is he doing as it's hv been a long time since I last saw him at Bugis. But I dun hv e courage as Jasmine, Wei Lun they all were there oso. I scrutinized at him & realised tat he is still wearing e earring tat we both hv. Not denying it, I did feel glad. Memories aint tat easy to forget. Haiis. I hope tat I can forget everything but it seems lyk I still nid mre time. Got a thousand words to tell him but I keep silent. Bee* attitude were not as cold as last time. However, I still feel awkward at times. Think back of my past at in lot 1 sometimes it's hard giving up everything. I can go back to was I was lyk previously but I chose not to. Guess it's better off for mi tis way. Now Ben ben they all at my hse telling each other ghostly encounters . Scary man *shivers* We were all feeling so sleepy & shagged guess we r gonna slp in my room le.... ZzzzZzz



Haiis. Depressed. Y muz I saw him everytime when I was at e verge of breaking dwn. Sorry tis is my blog thou I noe wad i write might be a sensitive issue but I dun wish to hide aniting fm anione especially to baby. Sorry. I'm already trying my best to avoid tis kind of thing from happening le. But still, Fate is still there. I cant help it too.


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